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Hitoki
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Last Visited: 2007-12-13 19:36:31
Joined: 2007-11-22 12:18:13
Forum Rank: Anime Newbie
Forum Posts: 1
Location: somewhere in my mind
Occupation: freshman in highschool(or as upper classmensay
Interests: drawing,poetry,anime,manga
i substitute your reality for my own.....
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My Block
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somedays dont you feel like theres no way out?
like your being suffocated?
like someones pulling you under so you cant breath?
dont you feel your heart beating so fast
it feels like your going to die?
doesnt i make you seem so fragile?
doesnt it make you wanna do something your going to regret later...
sometimes....sometimes i feel this way
and the only thing a can do
is hold me breath....until it goes away....
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My Blog
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 is it right?.....is it right to think these thoughts of dread?
2007-12-08 23:24:28
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ive felt so depressed latly ...
like depressed "take my life " depressed
its probly becuase i feel like no ones there
no one cares
no one is watching
my head tells me "get it over with...kill youself your useless no one cares no one will be there to morn when you pass....you a stupid girl no one needs you!!!!"
ot reminds me of what my best friend siad to me....she siad said those exact words...i never thought i would hear them again...
she also told me i was a "ticking time bomb"and thet i was never there...when i clearly was...she was the one who was never around.....is it wrong of me to think this?
is wrong to have a bad side?
a side of you that hate your every being....your every breath and movement?
am i a bad person i general...?
must i really stay alone with noone around me?
must i stay here in this darkend reality with no way out?
im sorry i didnt mean to go but sometime i just need to type my feelings....
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My Comments
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REC
2007-11-22 18:33:56
her voice is so cute!!! >.<
(i want her voice!!!!)
its kinda sad when she gets yelled at though.....
(*.*)
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